Venting
This weekend I had a conversation with myself… Yes myself. I came to the conclusion on a couple things… For one I think people dont like the way I f*ckin operate… Seriously. Like what moves me and drives me can be some of the simplest things… But people steadily try and bring me down via formspringme… I cant really grasp that form of hating because its anonymous… It just looks like computer talkin a whole bunch of shit to me cause idk who’s saying it… If you know me personally you know I have a thick outer and inner emotional core. Very few people know how to break it. Second… why do people tweet to themselves? I cant grasp that shit either… Like its kinda funny to me I guess. Another… Lately I have been on a high. This Friday I spent it walking all over downtown with Indigo and went to a spot where I had my first photoshoot at… Quite relaxing. Discussed life and what not. See… things like that calm me. They also give me a rush… If that makes since. I have been in touch with my innovative side as well. Sad to say but cutting off a lot of people really helped. You view it as bitter I look at it like growing up. No hard feelings towards people but they just seem stuck to me. No progression… and it irritates me. Shallow? Hmm idk… Maybe. But it is what it is. You ever feel like you are just not meant to be in certain situations? Like a job? or emotional or financial position? It’s ok to have cocky conversations with yourself… That ish amps you up! Lol no lie. But watch it… dont let the rest of the world see it. Some people may not like it… But yea just had to resist from biting my tongue and say some of the things I was thinking of over the weekend.
Love Life!
-Q
